Left Overs ------ Again?????

Usually if there isn't enough for two left over in the bowl, I either give it to Buster, or I throw it away.

But lately, I just can't afford to do that, taking into consideration the high prices on veggies and other foods!

Last week, I did a cookie sheet full of roasted vegetables. It's probably my all time favorite way to eat veggies. I cut up potatoes into chunks (left the skin on!),
cut carrots into sticks, and cut up onions into chunks. I toss these together with olive oil and seasonings, spread out on a cookie sheet, and roast until nice and brown and tender.

I had a small bowl left over, and decided to save them.

The next night, I wondered what to do with these, as I was having meatloaf and needed some veggies to go with it.

Here's what I came up with . . . . .

I quickly whipped up some instant mashed potatoes (I like mine not so runny!).

I then took my left over oven roasted veggies, cut them up a little big, and mixed them in my mashed potato mixture.

I put this all into a buttered baking dish.

I had two strips of bacon left over from breakfast, so I crumbled that on top, and added some shredded chedder cheese, too.

I baked this all until the cheese was bubbly at about 375 degrees.

This had to be one of those all time favorite dishes I've ever made. I really didn't need the meatloaf . . . . This was good all by itself!

Isn't life great?????

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For these things, I thank you, Lord:
39. Fresh tomatoes from the garden!
40. A lovely mid-day shower!
41. A sister who understands!
41. Great blogging prayer warriors.
42. Blubbery memories of my Dad!
43. A great cup of coffee and cookies that my sister made!--------

Happy Father's Day!!!

Isn't it strange how, the older I get, the more I miss my parents??? My Dad went to Glory over 20 years ago now, but during the past few years, I've really missed him a lot. Maybe it's because I see life from a different perspective than I did before, that suddenly, it's true that he was more wise and understanding than I had thought. Maybe it's because so many things were left unsaid, unasked, unthanked. . . .

Dad, this is for you!

Thanks, Dad!

How strange it seems how many times I think back to my past.
It's all the little, tiny things that seem to hold me fast.
I'm older now, and all grown up, but now I have to say
All I never said before on every Father's Day.

I know you think I soon forgot the nights you came home late.
Mom had tucked me in my bed, but I would always wait.
I knew you'd come and say good night and say a prayer with me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

I won't forget our camping trips or swimming at the shore.
I can't remember even once that you had been a bore.
Somehow you always turned a joke into a melody.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

I know that I was quiet; "Sneaky Pete" became my name.
You sought me out and helped me with my puzzles just the same.
You bought me many books - you understood that need in me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

We sang around the old piano -- weren't those days fun?
Even now those melodies will through my memories run!
I still can hear the hymns in Dutch you used to sing for me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be!

Rabbits, gardens, swings and dogs, bikes with broken chains --
After work, you listened to my problems and my pains.
You always fixed my bike and found my rabbit then for me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

You prayed with me, and sang with me, and taught me of God's love.
And at an early age I knew of Heaven's home above.
You told me I should never doubt the Father's love for me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

I strayed away, I knew it hurt, but you were always there,
And when we met you promised you would left me up in prayer.
I know you always had the faith that God was keeping me.
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be.

I wish that we could share just one more special Father's Day!
I know there are a million little things that I could say.
But just a hug and you would know my eyes would misty be!
Thank you, Dad, for being all the Daddy you could be!
--Cora

I did it again!

By now, you would think I had learned my lesson. If you have been a follower of my blog, you will know that I have NOT YET LEARNED to follow the directions as they are given in all of your posts.

I messed up the laundry soap big time!

And here I am again, but I'm really laughing hard at myself.

Lea of Farmhouse Blessings posted a wonderful recipe for a cleaning scrub. I had heard about this before, so decided to make some.



But NOOOOOOOOOO! I did NOT print out the proportions first, so I just got my big old bowl out and put about 3/4 of a bottle of dish detergent in there, and then started to add the baking soda. I added one whole box. Mixed that up really well, but it was like soup! Went back to Lea's post and it said it's supposed to be like icing. So. . . . . . I added another box. And another. . . . . .

Needless to say, I have enough scrub stuff to last through eternity.

And believe me, it works! My stove is shining, my counters look great, and I even scrubbed down those awful cookie sheets that I sprayed with nonstick ---- you know how burnt and brown they get????? I just couldn't throw them away, so I scrubbed with this scrub, and it IS coming off!!!!

I'm on a mission here. Bathroom is next!

Thank you, Lea! I just love your concoctions!!!!!!

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For these things, I thank you, Lord:
33. Lots of new "softscrub" to clean with!
34. Fresh, clean sheets for my bed!
35. Baby cardinals being fed outside my window!
31. Fresh tomatoes from the garden.
32. God's never failing love!
33. Deena's good news about her cancer treatments! Thank you Lord for her courage and faith!--------

Where I am From!

I am from books, from old sappy novels like Elsie Dinsmore that make you cry, and from soft, heart-searching music.

I am from the old style home with big, wide staircases, wrap around porches, railings and slate sidewalks.

I am from the forsythias, the pussy willows and lilacs.

I am from Sintra Klas and oli bollens, and singing hymns around the piano, from Anthonie and Aleida, and Sterenborgs and Eelmans.

I am from the weather watchers, the campers, the nurses, and the typists, the oil burner repairmen, the bakers and the cooks. I am from sea captains and fine keepers of the home.

I am from being afraid of what was hiding in dark closets. I am from staying away from old men in the park, not accepting candy from "bums" and not accepting rides from strangers.

I am from jumpropes and double-dutch, hopscotch and handmade beanbags, swings and seesaws, sandboxes and tricycles.

I am from knowing God loves me, died for me, and that I will be with Him, my Mom and Dad someday. I am from being forgiven, loved. I am from a God of second chances.

I'm from New Jersey, Holland - Texel and Amsterdam, boterkoek and chocolate chip cookies.

I am from the Dad who turned over outhouses as a child, pushed the peddles on the old Dutch pipe organ for his blind uncle as he played. I am from the dad who delivered coal, fixed oil burners, and fixed my bike. I am from the Mother who could knit, crochet, tat and sew anything without a pattern or a chart, and the stepmom who gave every ounce of her being to make my father happy.

I am old stuff, like linens and handmade quilts. I am old kitchen utensils, buttermolds, and rolling pins. I am old hymbooks, old recipes, old lace, and old pictures.

I am from my heart, my soul, my feelings, my prayers. I am from words that need to be written, hugs that need to be given, prayers that need to be prayed and tears that need to be shed.

I am from the Poet's Heart and I love to write and His Songs!

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When I read Deb's version of "Where I am From" on another Blog, Manitoba Gardens, I just knew I had to join Deb and write my own. There is an invite there for all of you to do the same. Click Here To Visit Deb's Blog and get the details about doing your own Where I Am From

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For these things, I thank you, Lord:
28. A warm, loving hug from a neighbor and friend. It didn't need words to tell me her heart!
29. The smell of beans cooking on the stove!
30. A surprise gift in the mail that smelled of lavender -- so wonderful!!!!!
31. A beautiful card with promises of prayer and love.
32. The treat of bacon for breakfast!--------

The Sweetest Prayers!

I can't begin to thank each and every one of you who have taken the time to comment and have promised to pray for me. I feel so humbled by the outpouring of friendship here in blogland. But I also feel so strengthened by it all! Please know that I appreciate you so so much and thank the Lord every day for you, believe me.

But you know what? The most touching and humbling experiences I've had during the past week or so have been when a few of you have told me of the prayers and love and concern of your children, and the sweet way they have gone to the Throne of Grace as only a child can do have have prayed for ME -- in faith, believing that God will answer their prayers.

It made me look back down the long corridors of my life, and I wondered where and how I lost that simple, childlike faith? Especially since God has never failed me. Sure, there have been hard times, dark times, disappointing times in my life. But He never promised me a life with no storms, rain, and darkness. He did promise me that He would walk with me THROUGH these times, and He has never nce failed on that promise.

And so, today on my Thank You list are two very special little people who have great big hearts:



For these things, I thank you, Lord:
26. Colton, who prayed for me when he found out I needed prayer.
27. Randi, just the sweetest little girl who offered everything she had to help make me better!--------

My Flowers!

One of my favorite little books has been the Language of Flowers -- a list of all the flowers and their meanings. It used to be a very important thing to send just the right flower to a person, as the flower of choice spoke your heart more than your written word!

My Flowers

I walked with Him at sunset through His garden, sweet and fair.
I stopped along the way to see a special flower there.
It seems so small, so fragile; yet, so perfect it had grown!
I asked the Master Gardener, "Can I have it for my own?"

He answered by explaining just how hard they were to grow,
But if He found me willing, it would take a year or so.
I told Him I would do the things He found required of me.
He smiled, took my hands, and said, "Then it shall be!"

He led me to the wilderness! I did not understand.
The Desert Place! Oh surely, this was not the way He planned!
And yet, He reassured me, if I let Him have His way,
The flowers I had asked for would be surely mine someday!

At first, it seemed so wrong that He would leave me there alone!
I doubted all His leading, but so little I had known.
And as I walked the pathless ways of deserts hot and drear,
Somehow, though disappointed, I was sure that He was near.

Slowly, oh so slowly, I was changing, this I knew!
And yet, to find a song just seemed impossible to do!
I felt ashamed of all my doubts, of all my questions, "Why?"
I saw my own shortcomings, and I thought I'd rather die!

I asked Him all my questions, asked for help with all my cares.
He gave me reassurance, His encouragement was there.
I learned that I could tell Him then how weak I was inside,
And as I saw my weaknesses, my pride was set aside.

Somehow, I did not realize all the changes He had made,
But then He came one evening as the sun began to fade.
He said that I was ready for those flowers -- could it be?
I asked Him what He called them -- and He said,
"Humility!"

--Cora Eelman

What is that flower in your garden saying to you today????? Click Here To Find the Meanings of Your Flowers!

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For these things, I thank you, Lord:
20. A wonderful, long awaited reunion with my older sister!
21. Delicious tomatoes from the garden -- just when there are none in the stores!
22. Great sales of my items on Ebay!
23. A wren getting buggies off my window!
24. Fresh, clean sheets on my bed!
25. Another day of Air Conditioning!--------

Another Great Giveaway!

Cathy of Home Sweet Home, Noble is having a "Happy Birthday" giveaway and this apron is the prize!!!!! I almost hate to tell anyone, becuase I WANT IT!!!!! But. . . . nice person that I am, (to say nothing of the second prize she is giving away) I'm passing on this information like a good girl!
So hurry on over there, sign up, and sing Happy Birthday while you're there!

Daybook Entry for June 9, 2008

FOR TODAY (June 9, 2008)...

Outside My Window The leaves on my sycamore tree are gently blowing in the breeze, all clean and refreshed from a shower yesterday!

I am thinking... How refreshed I feel myself after reading all these comments with promises of love and prayers! .

I am thankful for... God's never failing love, people who show it every day, and those who can express it in such beautiful music!

From the kitchen... Pot roast, carrots, onions, potatoes.

I am wearing... oversized tee shirt, NO SHOES this week, baggy pants! (am I in a rut or what????) Still in the SAME rut! What can I say? feels great!

I am creating... Lots of lists of things that need to be done, just in case!

I am going... To fill out paper work for a mammogram and find out what will be coming down the line. Also, Post Office and to get an ink cartrige filled.
I am reading... Taking a break. Nothing!

I am hoping... That this is NOT cancer! Am I dreaming or delusional, or just normal?

I am hearing... Buster snoring! Nothing bothers him!

Around the house... Cleaning up and rethinking strategies in case surgery is very soon. Thinking of advance planning for preparing dishes ahead of time and freezing for easy cooking later.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week. . . Laundry, getting ebay orders out, waiting until after today to see what all I will need to be doing.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing... "But they that wait upon the Lord sall renew their strength, they shall rise up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."

. . . . Waiting can be so hard, can't it?

I'm so glad to be able to participate with the others in this Notebook entry. You can visit The Simple Woman's blog HERE!




For these things, I thank you, Lord:
14. Rain that renews and cleanses everything around me!.
15. A good night's sleep with Buster close beside me!
16. The wonderful smell of potroast cooking and so thankful for God's provisions!
17. A special, unexpected call from a friend, saying she is praying for me today!
18. Ice cold Ice Tea!
19. Air Conditioning!

It's Moments Like These. . .

It's Moments Like These. . .
They don't come very often, you know,
But when they do,
I wish I could share them with you!

It's moments like these. . .
When I hear God say,
"I care. . .
I'm there. . .
I hear your prayer."
It's then that I know
That He is bigger than I am,
Bigger than my problem,
Bigger than all I can imagine
Could ever be wrong.

And He makes it all right. . .
And He holds me so tight. . .

It's moments like these. . .
They don't come very often, you know,
But the could. . .
And they should. . .
And they would. . .
If only we trust,
And pray,
And listen more often.
For He's always there,
And always cares,
And always answers our prayers.

It's moments like these
He longs to share
With me. . .
And with you!
--Cora

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During the past day or two, I've had so many wonderful moments when I have read all of your precious comments and promises of prayer, and encouraging words. How can I ever thank you all????? It IS moments like these that are written forever on my heart and I will always be eternally grateful to you and to the Lord for the friends He has sent my way!



For these things, I thank you, Lord:
8. Friends who care and pray.
9. Good bargains at the grocery store and strength to carry them in!
10. Great carrot zuchinni bread with coffee!
11. A cardinal vine that grew and bloomed and graced my fence despite my neglect!
12. A rabbit sitting on my porch!
13. A Whippoorwill who sings through the night, knowing the morning always comes!

New Pathways!

It's amazing how a one-hour doctor's visit can change the course of your life forever! Even though we know something is wrong and that we should do something about it, we try to act normal, do normal things, and cause our days and weeks (and even years!) to go on as we think "normal" should be.

In the back of my mind, I always knew that "what is -- IS!" And I don't know how many times I have begged, pleaded, pushed, yelled at, and taken someone to have something checked out. Some things just don't go away. And when you see these things getting worse, you just know. . . .

And so, finally, I went. The pain was getting worse, the lump was getting worse, the sore was open and not healing. . . . . ya think I need a Dr????

The news was not good, as I expected. I could have told the Dr. that. He did the breast exam, asked a lot of questions, then told me that he was 99% sure it was advanced breast cancer. There is something about knowing this in your heart beforehand. . . . . but to hear it outloud is a whole 'nuther ballgame, believe me. And you all of a sudden begin to visualize that I have reached the turn off on the highway of life onto the short road that leads to heaven's gates!!!! At least, that's how it felt sitting on that table with my little scrap of a paper drape across my front!

News travels so fast, and I thank each and every one of you who have been praying for me during the past few days. I DO NOT have a firm diagnosis yet -- only a Dr. looking, squishing, prodding, poking, squeezing, etc. Things are being lined up for next week to start the process of testing, etc.

I wasn't sure I wanted to blog about this new detour in my life. I don't like to cause sadness, worry, anxiousness, etc., in other peoples' lives. On the other hand, not to be honest and open and ask for prayer when needed would only cause this blog to be fake, surface, and definitely NOT me!

I have always trusted the Lord before, and have always trusted Him for the needs of those that I love. I have watched Him gently lead my sister and my roommate down this road in the past few years, so why would I not trust Him for myself? I firmly believe that He knows the plans that He has for me, has carefully mapped it all out, and that when all is said and done, I will be singing, "Jesus Led Me All the Way!"

I don't know what is between point A and point B. I'm not even sure I've reached point A yet. But I sure would appreciate all your prayers as I begin the decision making process of it all. I've come to know and love so many of you through our blogs, and I definitely believe now that part of the purpose of all this is for reasons like this -- so that we can all pray for one another and bear each others' burdens.

Please join me as I begin my journey of thanks to God for all He has given me. I plan on ending all my posts with my "thankful" list -- perhaps you would like to do the same!



For these things, I thank you, Lord:
1. Birds that sing, knowing that God will provide.
2. Music that soothes my soul.
3. Coffee that opens my eyes.
4. Buster's slobbery morning kisses.
5. Over-the-fence visits with my sister.
6. My blogging and internet friends.
7. God's never-failing love.

Daybook Entry for June 3, 2008

FOR TODAY (June 3, 2008)...

Outside My Window . . .I'm so anxious, because a mother cat is trying to get 3 kittens across the street. The cars are coming so fast. . .. I'm just praying she makes it. I just can't watch!!!!!

I am thinking... Why is life so hard for these stray animals? I want to feed her, but last time I did that, I ended up with 38 cats.

I am thankful for... Music!

From the kitchen... Beans with smoked sausage, cornbread.

I am wearing... oversized tee shirt, NO SHOES this week, baggy pants! (am I in a rut or what????) Still in the SAME rut! What can I say? feels great!

I am creating... Believe it or not, I'm writing again. I haven't written any poetry or stuff for a while, but feel that tug at my heart again!

I am going... Nowhere, I hope! Just too hot!

I am reading... Taking a break. Nothing!

I am hoping... A Dr. visit goes well on Thursday. I'm finally going!

I am hearing... The Cathedrals on my stereo. My nephew set it up for me while he was visiting last week. I missed all my CD's going constantly!


Around the house... Do we need to discuss that??? It's such a mess! Almost beyond fixing anymore!

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week. . . Help Patsy get around. She fell a few days ago and is very stiff and in a lot of pain. Do lots of wash. Have lots of decisions I have to make. Get ahead on making things to sell.

Here is picture thought I am sharing... Mommie, please don't make us cross the street!!!!!

I'm so glad to be able to participate with the others in this Notebook entry. You can visit The Simple Woman's blog HERE!

Simple Songs!

Sometimes. . .it's just the simple things that touch our lives in the deepest places!

Oh yes, we love great sermons that teach us doctrine, about end times, and the deeper theological themes of the Bible.

We love great orchestras, symphonies, anthems. . . large choirs, great musicals, and voices that seem almost angelic in their perfection and range.

We love our Bible Studies, our books, our notebooks and different color markers, and we are avid note takers and listen carefully to our teachers.

But when it's all said and done, in the moments of our deepest needs and darkest hours, what is it that we need???? We need to know where to run and know beyond the shadow of a doubt that HE will be there to grab us, hold us, protect us, comfort us. . . . no matter what.

And it is all of the above things that bring us full circle to the greatest truth of all. . . that no matter what, we can come to Jesus.

The song playing as you read this post is perhaps one of my all time favorite songs. I remember the first time I heard it --- I was in the car driving, and I was so moved I pulled over onto the side of the road and wept. . . and in that moment, I grabbed all my troubles of the day, and I ran to Jesus! And He was there!

In His Word, He says, "Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."

Whatever it is that is causing you the heaviness in your heart at this moment.... won't you run to Jesus??? He's waiting for you. . . I know! But I had to find it out for myself!