An attempt to share my journey with God and friends as I discover His truths daily. He promises In Isaiah 45:3 to give us the treasures of darkness and hidden riches of secret places. Some of those treasures I have found, and others I am still digging and searching for. Thank you for joining me on my quest and sharing my heart's treasures!
To bend the knee and have to put it down,
To pick up thorns to weave a painful crown,
To cast aside a jewel for nails placed in my hand ---
His way is best, and better than I planned!"
To leave behind that which is not a cross,
To count as gain what seems a heavy loss,
To bear the scars of wounds from long ago --
His way is best, it’s all I need to know.
To choose to stay, to burn within the flame;
See! gold comes forth to glorify His name.
Unnoticed, cast aside are ashes cold --
Dreams I longed to keep but could not hold.
Tears that burn, but still I choose to sing;
Blistered feet yet still, I’m following --
Stepping in His footprints in the sand --
His way is best, and better than I planned.
-- Cora Eelman
"I remember the days of old,
I think about all Your deeds,
I meditate on the works of Your hands.
I stretch out my hands to You;
my soul thirsts for You like a parched land.
Let me hear of Your steadfast love in the morning,
for in You I put my trust.
Teach me the way I should go,
for to You I lift up my soul."
Psalm 143: 5,6,8
Continuing counting all the gifts God sends my way --- or at least those I take the time to see and notice:
592. Beautiful Spring days during a time when my air conditioner was not working.
593. Open windows, fresh air, singing birds.
594. Someone I could trust to evaluate busted air conditioner.
595. God’s provision for the replacement unit. Buster was the happiest as he was beginning to wonder --- his panting drove me nuts!
596. COOL air gently blowing through those vents!!!! I’m so spoiled.
597. Seeing everything turn green so quickly. With the weather so warm and sunny this month, the leaves couldn’t grow fast enough.
598. Becoming an eagle watcher. I’ve been hooked on watching the live cam from the Decorah, IA eagles nest. It’s been one miracle after another watching the revamping and renovation work done on the nest, then the laying of eggs, the sitting on the eggs through snow storms and rain, wind, etc. Then, the hatching of each of the three eggs. Just pure amazing!
599. The opportunity to share my story of God’s faithfulness through cancer with someone just beginning their journey.
600. Witnessing a baptism of four new believers in Christ. Such a thrill to hear their testimonies!
601. A friend telling me that she celebrates her 5th year of sobriety this month. Her story has always been one of awe inspiring strength to me. I’m so proud of her!
602. Great doctor visits with good reports and still losing weight. It’s slow, but steady. Weight Watchers works.
603. Pastor’s Bible study in Hebrews on Thursday nights. You know, I realized some time back that I have never studied the book of Hebrews as a whole. Yes, I have heard lots of sermons on passages here and there, but never a concentrated study as a book. I’ve always been scared of it, to tell you the truth. But as Pastor began with his introduction, laid out the theme and where we were going, I felt a little more sure of it all. I’m looking forward to this!
604. And our “Bible Institute” study on Monday nights is beginning Romans. Can’t wait for that, either.
605. Blooming wisteria! I’m telling you, I wish I could have a “scratch and sniff” thing here on this blog. This just has to be the scent of Heaven! The only trouble is, I can’t stick my nose in them as there must be a million bees in those blossoms! If only these blooms would last longer!!!!
Joining with so many others who continue to count their gifts:
I am the middle
child of five,
born to Dutch immigrant
parents who settled
in New Jersey.
I was always a dreamer,
hoping some day
to move away and be
on my own.
Dreams have a way
of coming true,
but in a more realistic,
down to earth way.
I have been on my own
and away from home
since I was 18.
After 3 years
at Prairie Bible Institute,
I moved to Florida
and began my independence.
It was harder than
I had imagined, full of disappointments,
All of these molded me
into what I am today --
some of which I wish
I could change
and do over,
some I wish I had more of.
I can only thank the Lord
for always being there,
even when I wanted
my own way,
for loving me when
all I did was love myself,
and for waiting for me
to come home to Him,
when I wanted to make my own
He saw me then. . . .
He sees me now. . .
and He loves me still!